On Monday afternoon, Anna and I walked to the bus stop to pick up Grace, as we usually do. During our walk back home, Anna told Grace that earlier, I had let her eat the last of the rainbow sherbet in the freezer (half a cup, tops—nothing worth bragging about, nothing to get upset about). But of course…
“Come on, Grace,” I said. “Didn’t I pack you a special treat in your lunch box today?”
Grace remembered, and smirked at her little sister. “Guess what, Anna,” she said. “Mom gave me the last juice box of pink lemonade.”
I groaned. “Was that necessary? Did you have to say that, Grace?”
Meanwhile, Anna had flopped onto the sidewalk, tears sparkling in her eyes. “I love pink lemo-lade!” she cried. “I want pink lemo-lade too, Mom!”
I tried to be reasonable. “Anna, you have nothing to cry about…”
Why doesn’t reasonable ever work? “Stop having a fit, or…or you lose TV.”
Anna sniffled one last time. “I love TV.” I helped her back up, and the three of us continued walking home.
Why doesn’t reasonable ever work?
My hope, every weekday afternoon, is that the hours between 4 and 6 p.m. will be good quality time before the end-of-day rush of dinner, baths and bedtime. (Ahh…quality time.) That was my hope that Monday afternoon, after the pink lemo-lade meltdown. We got home, the sun was shining…
“Let’s play outside,” I suggested.
Now it was Grace’s turn to behave disagreeably. “There are bugs outside,” she informed me.
“They won’t bother you,” I said.
“No, they do bother me,” she replied, sighing. “I wish it were winter again. There are no bugs in winter.”
“Please, let’s enjoy this beautiful day,” I said—practically begged. “Let’s have some quality time!”
“Mom.” Anna was tugging at my arm.
I glanced down at her. “Yes, honey?”
“I want to build a snow girl, Mom.”
You’re killing me, Smalls.
My vision of good, old-fashioned afternoon quality time never materialized. In fact, it would be accurate to say the afternoon spiraled downhill…almost immediately.
When the three of us got inside the house, I saw an email from Grace’s school, requesting that we return a bag of 10 books we had borrowed from the school’s reading program (two months previously) ASAP. I found nine of the books quickly, but the last one—Bernelly and Harriet: The Country Mouse and the City Mouse—remained elusive. I began thumbing through bookshelves, peering under couches and beds, searching through various junk drawers…
Then I received another communication, this time a phone call from my better half. “Something came up with work,” Stanton said. “I’m not sure when I’ll be home.”
“Do you have any idea?” I wondered.
“No, I have no idea,” Stanton confirmed.
I turned my attention to Grace (multitasking!).
“Did you find Bernelly and Harriet yet?”
“I’m still looking…”
“I have to go, Mel.” Click.
“MOM!” Anna dashed into the guest bedroom (where the 9th out of 10 books wasn’t). “There’s a bug on top of the TV!”
Grace peered over Anna’s head. “There is! You have to kill it, Mom!”
“AAAHH! Kill it, Mom!”
(In case, at this point, you’re wondering…no, I did not make up any of these details. No, I did not embellish anything for dramatic effect. This is, unfortunately…a true story.)
Anna dashed into the guest bedroom (where the 9th out of 10 books wasn’t).
Every good story has the reader, or listener, wondering what happens next. So if you’re wondering, friends…what happened next was, I did indeed kill it (the bug). Then I heated up some meatballs for dinner, and boiled water for pasta. Next, I emailed Grace’s school to apologize for temporarily misplacing or possibly permanently losing Bernelly and Harriet (“Will you have to pay for a new book, like when you lost the book from the library?”), and requested advice on next steps.
Around 6:30 p.m., the girls and I sat down for dinner.
Now, these meatballs I heated up—we all love them. They’re store-bought, from my local grocery store, but they give any Italian mamma’s homemade, love-is-the-secret-ingredient meatballs a run for their money.
“I want another meatball, Mom,” Grace said.
“Me too,” Anna added.
“And what do you say, girls?”
“You’re welcome,” Anna replied.
Grace and I looked at each other and smiled. “Please, Anna,” Grace said. “And thank you.”
Anna looked at Grace. “You’re welcome,” she repeated.
I don’t remember much more of our conversation that evening. I do remember that at that moment, Grace laughed. Then Anna did, and soon I joined in too.
I also remember that I got each of us a second serving of meatballs. And I remember that I really appreciated sitting there with my daughters, around the table…just being together.
Sometimes quality time happens when we least expect it—when we’re in the moment, in communion with the ones we love.
It’s shortsighted for us to think we can say, “This is when it gets good. The good stuff is going to happen…now. Go, quality time!”
We have no way of knowing what, exactly, will happen next. We’re writing our story moment by moment—sometimes, imperfect moment by imperfect moment. We can try really hard and plan really well, but we don’t know what happens next…not in our real-life story.
We can try really hard and plan really well, but we don’t know what happens next…not in our real-life story.
Sometimes, quality time isn’t a perfectly planned, sunny afternoon, but a thrown-together dinner featuring store-bought meatballs (which you dig into after killing a bug…but before looking, one last time, for Bernelly and Harriet).
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