How is everyone’s fall going? Fun? Festive? Fast and furious, perhaps? Yes, mine too—fast and furious, that is.
October was a whirlwind of apple picking, pumpkin picking, multiple Halloween events and Saturday-morning soccer games. All good fun, but…I am fall-festivities-ed out, and secretly delighted soccer season is over. To celebrate, I might stay in my pajamas until lunch time tomorrow.
Livin’ it up, friends, livin’ it up. 😉
On Halloween night, I was at the neighborhood fire station with the girls. They kindly host a party complete with balloon twisting, a bounce house, and treats galore. Stanton was tied up with a situation that is too convoluted to tell here, but he was on the way, he said.
Grace and Anna seemed oblivious their dad was MIA. Their trick-or-treat bags were overflowing from our lap around our street, and now they were in line for cotton candy. The firefighter operating the cotton-candy machine was wearing a white, head-to-toe poncho-type covering over his clothing.
It’s a sticky job, he told me.
I’ve heard, I replied.
I watched as he spun a huge cone of cotton candy for Grace…and kept spinning it. “Wow, that’s probably enough,” I said.
He shared with me that he had been having some trouble stopping the cotton candy from spiraling on the cone.
Got it. A common Halloween-party problem, I imagined.
Eventually, the gentleman pulled Grace’s cone away, presenting her with a fluffy pink sugar rush twice the size of her head.
Twice the size of my daughter’s head. I’m not exaggerating, friends.
“Yes!” Grace dug in.
Then Anna got hers, which was also outrageously big.
After a few bites each of cotton candy, the girls wanted to get into the bounce house. “Here, Mom!” They handed me their cones.
“Don’t eat mine,” Grace added.
I wasn’t even close to being tempted. “Be careful,” I said, as the girls clambered in to the bounce house. “And have fun. Also, I’m a little concerned you’re bounce-housing so soon after eating…try not to throw up.”
Be careful, have fun and try not to throw up—words to live by, one might say.
All good fun, but…I am fall-festivities-ed out…
I watched as Grace and Anna (dressed as a witch and monarch butterfly, respectively) ricocheted around the bounce house. “Hi, Mom! Woo-hoo!”
It was at this moment I realized I was double fisting cotton candy—cotton candy that wasn’t even mine.
Also at this moment, I realized the cotton candy was disintegrating. “What the heck?” I watched as the pink fluff began clumping up into tiny wet balls, which then slowly but steadily dripped onto my hands and wrists. “AHHH!” Halloween was getting crazier (and stickier) by the minute.
Somebody explained to me that the moisture in the air was causing the science experiment I was holding in both my hands. I think my neighbor, who’s a super smart geologist, is the person who told me this. The night had become such a blur, though, that I can’t say for sure—I’ll have to ask them. The bottom line is, I was ready to wrap things up.
Soon after, the girls and I began walking back home. We turned the corner and bumped into Stanton. “Dad!” the girls cheered.
I looked at my husband. “Hello there.”
“I’m so sorry,” Stanton said. He sighed as he hugged the girls and kissed me. “I know you can’t tell, but on the inside, I’m very frustrated with the situation tonight.”
For the record, friends, when I am frustrated with a situation, you can tell. You can tell on both the outside and inside.
Again, just for the record.
The four of us walked the rest of the way home together.
…I realized the cotton candy was disintegrating.
On Saturday morning, two days later, Stanton, Grace and I headed to New York City with Grace’s performing arts group. Her wonderful instructor had organized the trip so that the students could see a Broadway show and meet with the actors afterward.
This was Grace’s first time in the city, as well as her first Broadway show. When we began walking around Midtown Manhattan, I watched as Grace took in the skyscrapers, the iconic yellow taxi cabs, all the glitz and activity. “What do you think?”
“New York City is amazing and so busy,” Grace said. “I can’t wait to come back with Anna.” (My mom and dad were back at our house taking care of her.)
We’ll come back, Stanton and I promised.
We were seeing “Beetlejuice” at the Winter Garden Theatre. Before we arrived, I told Stanton and Grace to stop and turn so that I could take a picture against the backdrop of the Theater District. As I did, I bumped into another woman, and quickly apologized.
“Here, I’ll take a picture of the three of you,” she said, and she did.
“Thank you so much,” I told her, as she smiled and disappeared back into the crowd.
New Yorkers can get a bad rap for being rude, but in all my experiences, they’ve been incredibly kind and helpful.
At the Winter Garden Theatre, Stanton, Grace and I found our seats in the mezzanine. We were in one of the front rows, and had an amazing view of the stage. I pointed toward the orchestra level below.
“When I was younger, like maybe in middle school,” I told Grace, “I came here, to this theater, to see a show called ‘Cats,’ and sat over there with Pop, Nona, Josh and Jared. Jenna was still little, so she stayed home with Poppy and Grandma.”
“Like Anna,” Grace said.
I smiled. “Yes.” Ah, the poor youngest siblings among us.
“Cats” went on to become one of the longest-running Broadway shows, and was the longest tenant at the Winter Garden Theatre, spanning more than 7,000 performances across nearly 18 years.
As a child, I had no idea I was watching musical theater history in the making. I also never could have imagined that nearly 20 years later, I’d be back in that same place, in the mezzanine, sitting alongside my college-sweetheart husband and the older of our two daughters. In that moment, waiting for “Beetlejuice” to begin, I felt a sense of wonder at how life can come full circle.
How life can bring you back.
Maybe the people are different, and the time surely is, but the place still stands as beautiful as it was back then. And now, like then, you feel lucky just to be there, to be part of it.
I was very grateful for that day.
…I felt a sense of wonder at how life can come full circle.
Monday was the last day of the book fair at Grace’s school. I hadn’t made it any of the other days, so this was my last chance to join Grace during her lunch period to eat together and then pick out books. (“Everyone else had someone come, Mom.”)
First, I had to pick up Anna from preschool.
“I don’t want to go to the book fair,” Anna grumbled.
“Come on, honey,” I said. The school secretary printed off “Visitor” name tags for both Anna and me. I stuck mine on my jacket.
Anna threw hers on the ground.
“Really?” I asked her.
I can’t make this stuff up, friends.
Grace, Anna and I bumped into the principal, a lovely lady. “I didn’t know you had books published,” she said.
“Well, some of my stories have been published in magazines, but I self-published all my books,” I explained, not wanting her to be unnecessarily impressed.
“Still, that’s wonderful!”
Later, Grace noted, “Mom, you’re basically famous.”
“Awww, Grace, you’re so sweet, but…no, I’m not.” I hugged my daughters. “Do you know what makes me truly happy? Like, happier than being basically famous?”
“Dad, Anna and me,” Grace said.
“And Pop and Nona,” Anna added.
“And Josh and Jared and Jenna…”
The list went on. And the answer was yes, to every one of the names.
Be careful, have fun, try not to throw up, and stick together (even during the sticky-like-cotton-candy times).
Because when the curtain closes for the last time, that’s pretty much what it was all about.
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